QUARANTINE day 1

BORING!!!!
this is the word i can say for 1st day of quarantine..
i sneaked out at 1st n i went back due to scare of some akta matter..
i m quite regret for coming back to this quarantine area as it it damn boring!!!
my hostel got suspected cases so they closed my campus for 1 week..
and and and,i have 2 stay in this lovely hostel for 1 week!!
how m i gonna suffer thru this week?
god bless me pls...

weekend again

it's weekend again n i dont know what to do!!
after my last lecture 2day i feel so sien,cos back to my hostel i wil be alone again,sigh..
when i was small,i oways look forward weekends but now,i gotta think of what i can do..
i can study if i m hardworking,but i m not..
so i borrow 3 comics from my fren,i omost finish reading one,by 2moro i can finish it ald i think..
sien sien sien...
>.<

the night before sitting bus...

i have the same feeling every time b4 i m going 2 sit bus..
2moro gonna go back kl ald, so so so lazy!!
i have been pun tua at home for 4 weeks,ha,doing nth actually..
i was so ambitious to 戒 baby xiang's habit of sucking pacifier n also the usage of diapers, but sadly, both mission failed..
i wanna cut my hair this holiday but...i didn't do it as well..
emm,what's next?
i haven't send my labcoat for "editing",ha..
n the most important one, i did not drive at all this holiday!!!
sigh...
hopefully 2moro will not be a rainy day!

HOLIDAY!!!

it has been very long time i did not update my blog..
i m lazy to write a blog because no one reads it,haha..
my last blog was 18th june 2008,almost 1 year already..
i wonder what i wanna write now.. :p
finally i can enjoy my holiday with no worries..
last time my posts were all sad thing,so i gotta change!!
1st of all,i wanna thanks to all the ang kong that i prayed,thanks for 'popi'-ing me!
thanks to my family + ws n my friends that gave me support!
the week before n during the exam were very tough to me!
really really super tough!!!
stress until i feel i m so crazy,cant control my tears...
staying alone in the hostel,sometimes i didn''t even talk a single word for a whole day,beh tahan already then start calling people to talk with,ha..
that was really suffering..
the main reason i m that suffer is cause of my laziness, always study last minute and make myself so tension..
i promised to ang kong that i will not study last minute starting with my 3rd year!
n i hope i can do it..=)
i m not that kind of person that can study everyday,that's why i study last minute,when i m fully "motivated",ha..
without the motivation,i feel so lazy to study..
that's me~

saD...

伤心伤心伤心。。。
我真的好伤心啊！
最近做的事情都不顺利。。
就如刚才，
我已经差不多打好了这个blog，
怎知突然 hang 机，
现在又要打过了。。。

何谓伤心？
伤心是你心情很低落，
很懒得讲话，
一副苦瓜脸酱，
总之心里很难受就是了，
现在的我就是如此。。

考试成绩差是其中之一因素，
这个因素也带给我其他的因素，
讲起来好像很复杂，
其实就是伤心啦。。
我做的事情都很不顺利啊，
是否应该去拜拜呢?
我很想讲出来，
但，
我没办法讲出口，
也没机会讲。。
所以很多时候都用我最擅长的方式解决，
但我哭得好累，
好累好累。。。

我变得很暴躁，
时不时会发脾气，
对不起啊我的受害者。。

为什么酱衰？
我也不懂。。。
前阵子还害我的姐姐不愉快。。

现在的我伤心+压力+担心+后悔！
我就是那么的悲观。。。
我好讨厌我自己。。

第一次假期也要努力啃书，
这并不是我转死性努力读书，
而是我必须那么做。。。

好烦。。
明天又要坐巴士，
明晚我要住哪里。。。

是天在惩罚我。。

有人说，
我熬过这些障碍后就没问题了...
有人说，
我一定要坚强面对！
有人说，
天无绝人之路。。
有人说，
船到桥头自然直。。。
有人说，
我好怕，真的好怕。。
唉。。。
自言自语也是我的另一擅长。。
希望明天会更好！！
加油吧，没用的笨蛋！

17 mAy

this is a post which i should publish it yesterday..
yesterday,17 may,is leehom's birthday...
i'm not so crazy bout him as i was before..
but quite disappointed when i told my little sis that it was his birthday,
she don have any responds!
birthday..
a lucky day?
big day?
bad day?
happy day?
or what?
for me,there was something bad happen on my birthday...
for last 2 years,
after having dinner with my family,
we met a small accident..
as for last year,
the whole college black out from 8 something til 12 something...
my birthday,
is a day of tears 2 me..
so i don look forward for my birthday this year...
cos i don hope for anything bad happen..
stil got 3 months + ...
quite a long time i think..
-god bless me-

17 may,
is also a bad day of my friend...
don worry ya,all the bad luck washed away ald lo..

b0RinG

i'm boring..
boring...
boring!
nth 2 do..
just finish playing uno with my little sis...
but end up with the small quarrel between us..
i'm a bit moody these few days,
this is how a boring person can feel always...
thinking on a decision that should i make or not..
why shall i,n why shall not?
what a boring post...