HOLIDAY!!!

it has been very long time i did not update my blog..
i m lazy to write a blog because no one reads it,haha..
my last blog was 18th june 2008,almost 1 year already..
i wonder what i wanna write now.. :p
finally i can enjoy my holiday with no worries..
last time my posts were all sad thing,so i gotta change!!
1st of all,i wanna thanks to all the ang kong that i prayed,thanks for 'popi'-ing me!
thanks to my family + ws n my friends that gave me support!
the week before n during the exam were very tough to me!
really really super tough!!!
stress until i feel i m so crazy,cant control my tears...
staying alone in the hostel,sometimes i didn''t even talk a single word for a whole day,beh tahan already then start calling people to talk with,ha..
that was really suffering..
the main reason i m that suffer is cause of my laziness, always study last minute and make myself so tension..
i promised to ang kong that i will not study last minute starting with my 3rd year!
n i hope i can do it..=)
i m not that kind of person that can study everyday,that's why i study last minute,when i m fully "motivated",ha..
without the motivation,i feel so lazy to study..
that's me~

saD...

伤心伤心伤心。。。
我真的好伤心啊！
最近做的事情都不顺利。。
就如刚才，
我已经差不多打好了这个blog，
怎知突然 hang 机，
现在又要打过了。。。

何谓伤心？
伤心是你心情很低落，
很懒得讲话，
一副苦瓜脸酱，
总之心里很难受就是了，
现在的我就是如此。。

考试成绩差是其中之一因素，
这个因素也带给我其他的因素，
讲起来好像很复杂，
其实就是伤心啦。。
我做的事情都很不顺利啊，
是否应该去拜拜呢?
我很想讲出来，
但，
我没办法讲出口，
也没机会讲。。
所以很多时候都用我最擅长的方式解决，
但我哭得好累，
好累好累。。。

我变得很暴躁，
时不时会发脾气，
对不起啊我的受害者。。

为什么酱衰？
我也不懂。。。
前阵子还害我的姐姐不愉快。。

现在的我伤心+压力+担心+后悔！
我就是那么的悲观。。。
我好讨厌我自己。。

第一次假期也要努力啃书，
这并不是我转死性努力读书，
而是我必须那么做。。。

好烦。。
明天又要坐巴士，
明晚我要住哪里。。。

是天在惩罚我。。

有人说，
我熬过这些障碍后就没问题了...
有人说，
我一定要坚强面对！
有人说，
天无绝人之路。。
有人说，
船到桥头自然直。。。
有人说，
我好怕，真的好怕。。
唉。。。
自言自语也是我的另一擅长。。
希望明天会更好！！
加油吧，没用的笨蛋！

17 mAy

this is a post which i should publish it yesterday..
yesterday,17 may,is leehom's birthday...
i'm not so crazy bout him as i was before..
but quite disappointed when i told my little sis that it was his birthday,
she don have any responds!
birthday..
a lucky day?
big day?
bad day?
happy day?
or what?
for me,there was something bad happen on my birthday...
for last 2 years,
after having dinner with my family,
we met a small accident..
as for last year,
the whole college black out from 8 something til 12 something...
my birthday,
is a day of tears 2 me..
so i don look forward for my birthday this year...
cos i don hope for anything bad happen..
stil got 3 months + ...
quite a long time i think..
-god bless me-

17 may,
is also a bad day of my friend...
don worry ya,all the bad luck washed away ald lo..

b0RinG

i'm boring..
boring...
boring!
nth 2 do..
just finish playing uno with my little sis...
but end up with the small quarrel between us..
i'm a bit moody these few days,
this is how a boring person can feel always...
thinking on a decision that should i make or not..
why shall i,n why shall not?
what a boring post...

hAppY biRthDaY to...

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Ashraf
happy birthday to you~
haha...
today is my best malay friend's birthday,
just to wish him happy birthday..
so happy to receive call from him,
but so paiseh lo,haha,his birthday but he stil called me,haha...
take care my friend!


p/s:for anyone who don't know my birthday,this is a reminder:10sept
wakaka...

s0 HOT!!!

so hot so hot so hot!!
@.@"
the weather now is extremely hot!!
even though at night also can feel the heat,so warm..
this is the one of the effects of global warming,
so we must try our best to stop it!!
but...how?
this is very important..
check it out on9 or any sources and tell me o,hehee...

f!nAlLy!!!

why do i say finally?
cos i finally drive car again since i get my driving license for...
1 year
+
4 months
+
23 days!!!

hmm,i drove around the market of my taman,
with the speed not more than 40km/j,
luckily no cars there,
if not,
can u imagine how pity a 'turtle' being 'pin pin pon pon' by other cars?
haha...

haiyo,i really don like 2 drive lo..
so many reasons...
so "ma fan" de!!
arggh,gotta learn oso..